~*~My Evil Masterplan~*~

Okay, from today on, this journal will be friends only.
If you want to be added, please comment on this entry and I will add you (of course, we need to share the same interests, otherwise it makes no sense to friend you). But, well, feel free to ask XD

Mata ne,
Azra

PS: All of my english teachers would kill me for this short text... XDD

So, nun nochmal auf Deutsch:

Von heute an wird dieses Journal nur für Freunde lesbar sein. Wenn ihr wollt, dass ich euch adde, antwortet auf diesen Post (wobei es mir wichtig ist, dass wir die selben Interessen haben.. es bringt nichts, wenn ich mit euren Ineressen nichts anfangen kann, das ist keine Basis für Diskussionen ^^) Trotzdem, fragt einfach nach, ich werd dann sehen, ob ich euch hinzufüge oder nicht ^^

Mata ne ^^

Weil ich einfach nicht oft genug sagen kann, wie sehr ich dieses Video liebe XDDD°

Fandom: Mortal Instruments
Pairing: Alec/Magnus.. irgendwie.
Rating: keine Ahnung oo;
Widmung: Luina *O*

( Right NOW! )

Titel: Pain...
Fandom: SPN
Personae Dramatis: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Rating: Nicht nötig o_O
Widmung: Mir selbst HARHARHAR!

( Autsch )

Titel: "Schlagsahne oder Schokosauce?"
Fandom: Mortal Instrument
Personae Dramatis: Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane
Rating: P12/Slash
Warnings: diese FF ist komplett SINNLOOOOOOOOS!
Widmung: Luina, Rei und Maddle o_o Weil sie Schuld sind =_=V



( Fail )

It is confirmed that Michael Jackson is dead - I can't believe it. I was never a big fan of him, but I really loved some of his songs. If you put aside all his issues, he was a great musician. He was an Original. Maybe the last in this pabulum of Pop Music. May he find his peace in heaven.



Maybe my favourite MJ Song... I love it.

I know, I'm not updating frequently, but many things happened to me last month.

1. Christmas: Christmas was.. well... calm. We went to my mom's house, had dinner, got presents and went home. It was exactly like this.

2. New Year's/ January 1st: Since my mom was in bad condition, my brother stayed at her's which lead to me staying at home instead of heading to Düsseldorf. Means: I was all alone (my sister went to Aachen and visited friends) On January 1st, I nearly slept the whole day and was in a very good mood. I also shoutboxed with some friends from animexx, when my sister came back from my mom's house. (She went there, because my brother had called) She came into my room and called me, my mom was dead. She died from lung cancer. We knew, she would die soon, but so soon... it was great shock (though I tried that it won't affect my life). The day after we went to the mortician where we had to chose a coffin and an urn. My mother always wanted a cremation, though she might have called us stupid for choosing a coffin for 1500€ instead of the cheapest, since it got burned anyway, but the more expensive one just looked better. The week after we had to go to different charges getting things ready and we started cleaning out my mom's house. We are not ready yet, but we're working on it.

3. January 15th: This day was my mom's funeral. I cried less than at my dad's one, only, when the chaplain stated some stations in my mom's life and when the urn was buried. At my father's funeral I nearly cried all the time. I guess, it's because I lived with my dad, I had a stronger relationship to him than with my mom. But also, it might be because there was no coffin, just the urn. It made it somehow... unpersonal @_@
After the funeral we went to a café. It was a nice meeting. I met an uncle I didn't even know, my godfather, whom I haven't seen in ages, two of my aunts... we backbited about my oldest sister (who wasn't even able to come in CLEAN clothes -.- And went home directly after the funeral) and talked about memories, old stories etc.

4. Tomorrow I have to go to the charge again, because charges are stupid an send mails a normal person can not understand. I'm not keen on it, bah =_=V

Uhm Yeah...
( That's all I have to say about it )

I'm sorry to say that I have to close this post. But due to the fact that one of my friends got a letter from the Public prosecutor's office for sharing just three songs, I decided to close it. I'm not happy with it, 'cause I don't think they'll catch me the next months, but it's safer for me. I might re-up them one day, but I don' think it will be in the early future.
Hope you understand this m(_ _)m

Mata ne
Azra